FORWARD MOVEMENT!!!!

Well, I finally decided it is time to resurect this neglected progect!
It has been a little over a year now since I have been alone with-out Jim.
He is still in my heart, and in my thoughts everyday! I recently heard a song that expresses some of what I feel deep inside of me.
The first time I listened to it I was pretty much sobbing!!!!!

The name of the song is:"When I Look To The Sky", it is sang by a group called 'Train'....
They also sing my most recent "integrel" song,(a song of growth for me),
The name of it is "Drops Of Jupiter"
I drive my kids crazy with the number of times in a row they must hear this song while driving in the car!!! But, they know me, and how much I love music! And YES....
I DO let them play thier stuff too! I even like some of it!!!

It has been a year of ups, and downs, forward movement and setbacks!
It has been a year of hard realiziations, and revelations.
I have re-evaluated ALOT, relationships, opinions, goals, priorities, ect.
Some things, and people will just never change, and I have learned that I must accept those things, and people as they are, or be willing to let them go.

I have a hard time leaving the people in my life behind, especially those who in some way or another left an imprint on my heart. For me it is like losing a part of my SELF.

But on the other hand, moving forward sometimes is impossible without lightening our "load"

Life is offering new oppritunities, and experiances for learning, and growing, and yes....

FORWARD MOVEMENT!!!!!
Thanks for traveling next to me GOD!!!!